How was your life ???

It's coming to the end of this month , We'll reach july again . Means that , it has been 3 years staying in Bali . So many things i had within this 'wonderful three' . Getting more experiences in tourism as my basic , more knowlegdes and few new friends certainly . The thing that really regret of being so spender . Lost of much money which clearless .However , i thank god for all and keep thinking positively ahead .

For the next stairs , Im now actually waiting for a person or 'somebody' . I dont know whether will change this better or not , Should be trust that it will make differences both for me and for 'her' .
Whatever it is , One more , I just keep it goin , No worries that i'll never reach it or not .
Some people wont be understand of what im writing here , That's what i accidently hope :) .

Well, Right now im hearing again when my closer friend  is calling his relatives . Asking how are them , Is everything good , etc . Sounds, there must be something to talk to , is about everything .
For me, It is so strange , I feel so strange when im calling one of my family . Calling them , then i dont know what do i have to talk about :)) . Thatswhy people might so thinkless of me .

You know what , I've been so long never live with what its call 'family' , its so long time . It makes me so clumsy , really clumsy i swear ..

Now, just wanna talking about my career here in bali . Must doing something to improve ,to repair and to control own life . Realized the the fault coming from the beginning , didnt have any real structure ,so damn regretation . Whereas , we should already known since ever two years living in Jakarta . But it wasnt ,its not as easy as pie .
Well, In the last 4mts , i tried to resign from my works here .. That was kinda 'blank' idea i did , lack of reasons , I didnt know why . Thanks for somebody to keep me staying on .

Everything needs a target , A purpose that people must have . We absolutely do not want to stay only in one place, we need other things that can cover our dreams ,can hold our hands into the top . Sometimes, and old saying that we would never be that high if we come alone , we have to unite to get the highest level of us . Thatswhy , a friendly environment is so much required .

Attitude , So hard for me to describe it .. Seeing people surround, various of thinking, deeds, ideas . Those are involved in one personality , Once you know the deep of yourself , then you know its personalty so well . Create ourselves as who we are ,thats it .